22.07.13

I generally don't know how to describe this pain I'm feeling. Maybe its the sudden realisation that I am alone in this, that no one cares whether I live or die. If I died tomorrow, people wouldn't know. People wouldn't care. I am so fucking, oh, I don't know, just pissed of at the fact that I'm like this. Why has my mental health ruined everyone I once was. Why can't I just be okay for a change.