17.06.14

Just realised I haven't wrote a post in a while, so this is an update:

•  I've moved back home now from university as I've resigned now completely.
• Really struggling at the moment with trying to stay stable but it's not really going to plan.
• Met my new CPN on monday and she wants me to start anti-depressants and sleeping tablets but I feel as though she wants to just medicate me.
• Really missing the old team I had in Newcastle - I miss my old cpn :/
• Had to discuss my previous police section and my new CPN named H (don't want to disclose her name) thinks I'm at risk of doing something.
• Since coming back home, I feel as though I have no purpose in this world, feel as though I have no friends, my family are getting annoyed with me more as each day passes.
• I honestly don't know what I'm going to do anymore - my life feels meaningless.