21.07.13

I think my aggression has become worst. I literally can't control it anymore. It got to a point last night where I pulled a knife on my brother. He hit me so I got my dad's pen knife and walked towards him with the knife sticking out. I think one day, that it's all going to get too much and I'm actually going to do some damage to someone. I don't want to do that, but I can't control my violent tendencies and aggressive nature. Why is everything just falling apart..