07.10.13

I feel bad again. Bad like I want to take an overdose and bad like I want to end my life. I don't know why I feel so bad though. I just feel so, oh I don't know. Things have been happening so fast and its like I've been swept off my feet. I don't know where to go or what to do. Just wish I could stop time for a bit so I could get my bearings and actually figure out whats happening and not feel like my brain is buzzing about.