29.08.14

I honestly think I will always believe I'm not good enough for anyone. I can't seem to help people, I can't seem to be with anyone, I can't seem to please my friends or my family, I've let so many people down and I've made a disappointment out of myself. I just want to cry now because I just feel like such a complicated mess and I just want to it end it all, and I want to savagely rip my skin to pieces and show the damage and the torment that's truly happening. I haven't seen my cpn in nearly 4 weeks and I just wish I could see her because I've been struggling so badly and I don't know what to do.