Sad in bed, staring at my pill stash and blade collection. I just want this all to end. There's nothing left for me to fight for. I wanted to believe that everything would be okay but now I know its not. I'm lost in this world. This world which is so confusing and I can't make sense of anymore. I need out of it.
Goodbye.
You're not alone.
ReplyDeleteYou might feel like you are, but you aren't. I promise. There is so much help available if you just reach out. Please reach out. I've been there. I'm still there sometimes. But I want you to know that I think you are important, and I want you to experience all the beauty that life can offer. Because it is there. Sometimes we just can't see it.
There are people who are good at this. People who love to help. Reach out. You're worth it.
Lots of love.
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