Thursday, 12 September 2013

12.09.13

So I've now moved up to newcastle. It was such a daunting day. Didn't feel real, it didn't feel right. It doesn't feel like this is happening. I don't know if I can do this. I really don't know. I don't know if this is just pre-nerves or this is something more like i'm really not ready for all of this. All I want to do is cut, but all my blades and pills are the back of my rents car with all of my clothes and other essential university items but they are coming up tomorrow.  I'm just scared, completely and utterly scared.

2 comments:

  1. Hi! I live in Durham. I go to Newcastle all the time. If you need to chat or vent or moan, we have a lot of similar issues, I'd happily come meet you if you're feeling shaky or need to talk to somebody. I totally will not take offence if you don't want to, since you don't know me, but if you need some support, I'd happily meet. My facebook link is https://www.facebook.com/a.ann.thomas so I'm not just a faceless stranger!
    Keep going, hold on, you can do this xxx

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  2. Hey, thank you very much for commenting. I really do appreciate the comment and its nice to feel sometimes that you aren't alone in the everyday faces. I've added you on facebook, i'm suzie richmond :) And if you need to talk about anything, I'm here too. I hope your doing okay also xxx

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