18.09.13

I have literally lost my appetite, I don't want to eat, I have maybe one drink a day and I think this is fueling my eating disorder. Moving to university and traveling about 4 and a half hours away has not helped. I've been emotional which is understandable when I have left everything I knew and now started in a massive city where I know no-one or anything about the place. I don't really know how I feel. Its like these last 6 days have been a blur and I feel kinda numb. I've cried a hell of a lot and maybe I've just lost all my emotions kinda thing? Maybe I've cried myself numb but I don't know.