22.12.13

No where feels like home. I don't want to be here anymore. Its too hard to feel so empty and not needed. Who am I think to that I can help people. I can't. I'm a mess. I just hate feeling this way. I feel like even though I'm surrounded by people they are doing their own thing, walking through life and then I'm just standing their watching everyone else doing something and I hate it. I haven't moved on from anything, things have just got worse over time and it really hurts, it really hurts.