09.06.13

I don't know what to do anymore and I'm not writing this lightly, I generally do not know what I'm supposed to do anymore. All I'm doing is waiting and not actually knowing what I'm waiting for which is hard. I don't know when I'll get help but I know that I won't be around for much longer if I still feel like this in the next week or so. I want to speak to people about how I feel but what's the point anymore. Nothing new can be said so its just repeating old thoughts and feelings with little no end result. So you tell me, what am I supposed to do.